[17 Dec 2009|11:48pm] _transistor sometimes i feel like my life is an episode of the hills. how unfortunate. goodbye another roommate. im not really sure what i do to drive them away. ive come to terms with it i suppose. at this point in time the idea of making photographs puts the most horrible feeling in my stomach. id be satisfied working my shitty retail job, getting drunk every night, and evolving my personal style. thats all i really care about i guess. on the up side i have some really great people in my life and im slowly distancing myself from the stupid unnamed boy who i speak vaguely about in this thing. if someone doesnt want you, they dont want you. and right now all i want is to have sex. my best friends serve as my emotional dumping ground, i dont want to drop another sucker in the mix. it has been easier getting out of bed these days, though it is still a struggle to open my eyes and see that another day lays upon me in which i must pretend to live some sort of meaningful life. fuck. why am i in such a rut? BoopBoopBeepBeep

[08 Dec 2009|09:42pm] _transistor im without a doubt moving to new york this time next year. BoopBoopBeepBeep

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